• tracking keys

    January 29, 2010 // 0 Comments

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    Matt tracking keys

  • Ratso

    January 26, 2010 // 0 Comments

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    Hey lookit Ratso! You can play a song with one chord.

    -b.dylan

    outta context


  • one fast move

    January 16, 2010 // 0 Comments

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  • austin town

    January 16, 2010 // 0 Comments

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    the city is split by the river
        at dusk the river is divided by the sun
      people keep crossing the bridges
    in a hurry getting’ things done
    some are left behind
      standin’ on the side of the road
      by nightfall I could see what was happenin’
        and in the water the moonlight glowed.

  • land of the seagulls

    January 14, 2010 // 0 Comments

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  • morning thoughts on the great depression

    January 13, 2010 // 0 Comments

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    does anyone know when this great depression is gonna end?
 Yes i do feel like it’s 1920. the sky scrapers look gray and sad over the city.
 Abandoned cars ready line the highways.
 “Shit man, sometimes it’s hard to even smile.” 
if you’ve been lookin’ around at the violent city and getting that naked feeling in your gut that questions what you’ve been doing and how you’ve been hangin’ on so long, I feel your pain. 
Staring out the cracked view of yer window shield.

    So someone wasn’t looking
    and you were looking at me.
    the morning was full
    but my pen was empty.
    When is this depression gonna end?
    I heard someone ask
    I heard another person laugh.
    And me… I’m been runnin’ out of gas
and
    this is already my second
pass through this town.
    I’ve traveled up and now I’m travelin’ down
    Still waiting for that good luck to come around
    see I got a good pocket full of poems
    coat full of laughter
    waiting for a night of beers
    and it’s rainin’ all over the ground
    my boots are muddy and when I walk
    I hear this groaning sound in the wind
    that is blowing past my ears
    the storm is dancing on the hillside
    the overflow drains are already making waterfalls
    the thunders are all lined up
    a steady rain is about to fall.

    I’m gonna check out for now.

  • christmas lights and a pay phone

    January 7, 2010 // 0 Comments

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    christmas lights and a pay phone

    if I only stay awake a little while longer
    I’ll remember how she was tender to me
    and sweet
    but that our time is done
    I might say that love got the best of me
    her love is gentle like a flower
    but dead petals blow over the cold ground.
    I could still make her smile,
    that is all that tonight’s gonna take from me
    you can have her
    just give me a little while.

  • been lookin’ so long

    January 5, 2010 // 0 Comments

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    “And so, as I sleep, some dream beguiles me, and suddenly I know I am dreaming. Then I think: This is a dream, a pure diversion of my will; and now that I have unlimited power, I am going to cause a tiger.” – Jorge Luis Borges, Dreamtigers

    music and words
    I’ve been lookin’ so long I can’t even find my eyes.
    don’t matter what anyone else says
    do what you want
    even if it gets you know where.
    sometimes it’s the only thing that means anything?
    see. I’ve been bustin’ it…
I’ve busted it.
    and I’ve put it all back together.
    sometimes you wonder if there’s a girl on the other end
    sometimes you wonder if she’s just a lover
    sometimes you wonder if there’s anything real in yourself
    and sometimes you find out that you get exactly what you want
in’
    exactly the way you never expected to get it.
    Whatever
 the outcome is,
    you’re there. Where ever you find yourself
    standin’
right in the middle of a song.
    And that’s why I write’em.
    I’m just a slag bag wip wop in and out down
    and in kinda thing when I really get
 down to it.
    and so here’s my shirt, my coat, my bag,
    wear it
    and carry the slack.
    it’s time to go home.
    It’s time
 to leave.
    it’s time to put some music on the record player.
    gotta be at peace
    and that first demon goes down. hard.
    it’s time to give yourself something
    Somewhere down the line.
    somewhere in the next room pirates are drinkin’ and swapin’ stories.
    That’s the way it goes.
    But what ever you want to do, just know you’re goin’ out fast.
    Fast as a candle under a flame.
    So make yourself famous.
    Sing a good song or learn to count.
    see yourself in the mirror or go be yourself.
    ruffle up or find a cheap motel room.
    And paint a masterpiece.

  • 9:42am

    January 3, 2010 // 0 Comments

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    When I think about that day
    that day when things in life are better
    and you’re with me
    but not really with me. And I’m alone for five minutes
    but altogether filled up in a new place,
    a new place in mind
    a different street in a different city
    a different glow from the streetlights
    a different laugh heard across the street
    from a different person. Someone I don’t know. The snow falls desperately
    from the sky. I am here now.
    And I don’t get sad or tremble.
    I pull my ungloved fingers out of my pocket
    and grab my collar and take a few steps
    away from lit the doorway
    out into the cold snowy sidewalk
    I feel the burn of frozen slush around my boots.
    I slip and remember the way coffee sits on your lips
    I look down to the footsteps in the wet sidewalk.
    I slip again and remember your knit cap pulled down
    over your eyes and foolish grin. I slip one more time to a mess of laundry
    on the floor and nearly lose my balance. Then I reappear
    And return home to some apartment
    on some 43rd and Juniper Street while the snow hugs the bricks
    and the pavement teases my footsteps and my scarf murders my breath.
    I slip every now and again. I go back on the clock like it isn’t true,
    and everyday was yours and mine, and I reappear again, eyes wide open
    even today, and it hasn’t reached 10 am. My days, my days, my days… where are they alive.

  • good luck piano

    January 3, 2010 // 0 Comments

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    you cannot judge a wine by its label, but you can definitely buy one because of it…

    tonight Syrah/Grenache.

    Good Luck piano.

    cb.